The future vs. now!

Have you been ever curious on what God has hold for your future, Who are you to marry, what job to get, how many kids will you have? I have! And I have come to the conclusion that maybe God doesn't want me to worry about that for He has those things in His hands, but to worry about what is now, the present and how to make a difference in this world now . So many time I have told myself, "oh, I will make a difference after college. But then God reminds me that, I don't know when my last breath is and the time is not later, its now! Everyday I breathe should be involved with changing or effecting someone's life in a positive way!

 I never really realized how much impacted I have, until God brings someone or something that reminds me that I am! I do have a voice in this huge world! Especially with God by my side, I am unstoppable! We forget that! In 2 Timothy 1:7-12 says, "For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. So do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner. Rather, join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God. He has saved us and called us to a holy life not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace. This grace was given us in Christ Jesus before the beginning of time, but it has now been revealed through the appearing of our Savior, Christ Jesus, who has destroyed death and has brought life and immortality to light through the gospel. And of this gospel I was appointed a herald and an apostle and a teacher. That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet this is no cause for shame, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him until that day.