Labels

This world has so many labels to put on others, too skinny, too fat, too nerdy, too preppy! To tell the truth I am sick of all the labels, I have lived with them all of my life, and they try put me to a level where they tell me, I can't have a normal life because I am disabled, And I also have people in my life who judge me on my body size.

 But my question is who gave them the right to tell me who I am and how I should look like? Who has the right to judge on whether something is beautiful or not, or someone can or can't do something? Isn't it God? He is the One who created me! Shouldn't He have the right to tell me who I am in His eyes!? I guess through the process of it all I have learned that the world's opinion doesn't matter, it like a vapor. 

I mean I am still human and a girl, I have days where I do not feel beautiful, I hate the way I talk sometimes, and sometimes I do feel like giving up. I am aware of my flaws, I don't need to be remind of them, for I know I am not perfect. Sometimes I talk too much, when I need to listen, I am not a size 5, I am a size 15.  I have Cerebral Palsy, I talk and write different, but God has shown His strength through my weaknesses. I have flaws where I am still learning. BUT EVEN THOUGH ALL OF MY FLAWS,  I AM BEAUTIFUL EVEN WHEN THE WORLD TELLS ME I NOT! I KNOW MY CREATOR LOVES ME AND HE CREATED ME IN HIS IMAGE AND THAT DROWNS OUT THE SOUNDS OF THE WORLD! I BELONG TO HIM!

It's not the end, just a new beginning

Tonight, I am sitting in my 1st apartment's living room, knowing that tomorrow (actually today) I am leaving back home for the summer, not knowing what's going to lead and what going to happen, the only thing I know is that God is in charge. I did my best at school and now God is in charge.

This is one of the moments where you're happy, but sad. The people you have met and try to invest your heart into has come to an end and you wish that even though you showed them your flaws that you also shown them Christ. But I am happy because it's time to go back to the people whom love me most, no matter what I do, they are always gonna be by my side loving me through the good and bad!



I have learned a lot this year looking back, I have learned to let go of the little things and the big things! I have learn that I don't need a big fancy diploma to make a big difference in the world, I have Jesus Christ and that's all I need. I learned to live for today, not tomorrow, I learned that laughter is truly the best medicine. But mostly importantly I learned that God truly has a plan for me and every second that plan is in motion. So even though it's hard to say goodbye, I know that it's not a end, it's just another beginning! :) Get ready world, here I am come!